[insert your life here]

When he asked me if I had any comments, suggestions or praises I couldn't tell him: "I hate the comm program here and I want to go somewhere else!" How do you say that to the head of the department? Maybe I don't hate it entirely just mostly... Are expenses and environment a good enough reason to keep me here the next two years or do I go where I can attain experience... something tells me the latter is of utmost importance.

I love Trinity. I love the safety I feel running by myself at midnight. I love knowing that my questions will be answered by godly experts. I love living with people who aren't ashamed of themselves or their faith. I love praising God in a tight community. I love......... going to french class... well actually love is too strong a word, but that is what I have to do right now.... to be continued.

so to continue: I don't think trinity will be the stepping stone I need into the world of journalism. As of right now it is my stepping stone into life. The other day I made a list:

What have you learned this year?
I am learning how to live.
How to make friends and lose them
How to love God and because of Him love others
How to know peace in chaos
How to be quiet and enjoy His presence
How to lead and more importantly
How to follow
How to learn and love learning
How to need only God
How to...

the list is growing... (then I made a list about things of my childhood, but that's for another time).

It's been a year. I need to be patient because really, it's too early to be making such hasty decisions: that's for next fall after my 300 level class starts.