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where I've come from. where I've been. where I'm going.Saturday, April 19, 2003
I watched Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon for the first time last night. After the paralysis subsided I considered how appropriate this movie was to view on Good Friday. The love and commitment shown by the protagonists is a beautiful picture of God's love for each of us. The willingness to die, giving up everything He ever loved, for his one ultimate love. I don't have time to sit here and type out all my thoughts concerning this... I want to think about it more.
How beautiful everything becomes when you look at it incarnationally, through the eyes of Christ.
Before the movie I reviewed a few of Screwtape's letters for my IDIS final on Monday. This quote had caught before and snagged me again: “He wants them to learn to walk and must therefore take away His hand; and if only the will to walk is really there He is pleased even with their stumbles.” (Lewis). A picture started to play in my mind of a baby girl learning to walk. I wrote it down because I think this struggle is a beautiful one. After my run I sat by the pond to talk with God. I was feeling quite emotionally numb. I watched the blue heron fly away into the dark then asked God, "Why am I not moving anymore? Get me out of the shallows." The picture of the baby girl on her fifth step played in my mind. Somewhere I had fallen to the ground. Lost in my own tears, I had just been sitting there staring at my rug burns and wondering why God wasn't running to me to help me up. Get up, look deep in My eyes, and walk. I finally heard his gentle pleas. I stood up and walked away from there.
We are all so blessed. Stop and consider that today in light of the Easter holiday. Happy Easter!
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